Smile for me daddy
What you looking at?
I want to see your grill
You want to see my what?
Ya, ya grillz 8D
Some photos I never got to post.
2 days before the Accounting exam.
During Economics class
The table ladies
Refusing to do methods revision
Methods SAC is tomorrow and basically, I'm procrastinating like a bitch. I've been really out of it these past few days, even my teachers have noticed. This temporary depression-like state is killing me, everything pisses me off, particularly my English teacher. She makes me want to tear up all my English books and throw it in her face. Nothing is good enough for her, absolutely nothing. She will always, always find something to criticize and frankly, it's really starting to tick me off. But she is a kind women, kind when she wants to be, supportive in situations where it is not English-related. When I got that bad score in Accounting, she did help comfort me despite everyone standing outside thinking that she was scolding me.
The basic fact that I haven't been doing really well in any of my subjects has contributed greatly to the self hatred I feel... yet I still can't find the motivation. What the bloody fuck is this? Hopefully yoga tomorrow will help relax my mind.
Two more days of school left, holidays. I've given myself too much shit, I need to stand back up and win this fight, by first catching up with the class/home work that I've failed to complete.
Year 12 is not stressing, I'm just making it stressful for myself.
