Getting it out of the system
Everyone should fuck off and stop giving me so much shit. Bloody hell I've had it, with everything.

Am I meant to put you before myself? That's all I've been ever fucking doing. Just give me a break.

I've been trying to be positive these past few days, trying to change for the better but it's really taking a toll on me. I know no journey is complete without a few rough patches, and the ones at the beginning are usually the hardest. God damn, I don't even know whats going on inside my head. This hormonal crap is driving me insane. I get angry over everything, annoyed mostly always, I feel this pit of rage in my stomach and no matter what I do it won't die down. I just want to rip my insides out and kill the damn thing. This fury, annoyance, I don't exactly know how to stop it. I am living a mess, I am a bloody mess.

What to do

What to do

What to bloody do

I need to calm down. Fuck.






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I be Nika. 21 years young. I was born in Cambodia and raised in Australia. I'm that Asian kid who sucks at understanding Australian slang and frequently refers to urban dictionary when speaking to her white friends. There are a lot of things I love and hate about life, thus I try every now and then to write something down. So here it goes, welcome.




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