Heart beats fast, colors and promises
How to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall. 



July 2011 - May 2013, for almost two years, and for a thousand more... I will remember.





I have died everyday waiting for you, and you came. You taught me love, friendship, trust, but most important of all, you showed me what it felt like to be loved, and to love with all my heart.

One step closer, strangers, friends, lovers, distant, memories, history.

Sudden, but understandable. We saw, we conquered love, we part, we carry on. I'm just so grateful for what we had, for what we shared, and for having you be a part of my life journey.

Now that this chapter ends, I alone, will start another. And we will live happy ever after as I always remind myself. I believe we were all born to find true happiness, and whether or not my happiness was truly with you, I am confident enough to say that at some point, I felt as though happiness could never be taken away from me when I was with you.

With every plot we had our fair share of arguments and disasters. But all that taught me just how insane people can be when they are madly in love with one another. I hated you, I loved you.

And this ends here, if you read this, you know I'll support you with all your life decisions, and I hope one day when we bump on the streets, days, months, years from now, you won't forget what we had, and won't be afraid to greet me.

I'm a cluster of emotions, it's hard to come across someone who understands and accepts me so well. I'm thankful.

I hope life treats you well, my friend.










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I be Nika. 21 years young. I was born in Cambodia and raised in Australia. I'm that Asian kid who sucks at understanding Australian slang and frequently refers to urban dictionary when speaking to her white friends. There are a lot of things I love and hate about life, thus I try every now and then to write something down. So here it goes, welcome.




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