I've been away for quite some time, bare with me while I come up with some pathetic excuse. 

I've got to say, this has got to be the best holidays I've ever had. Seemingly because I've come to terms with a lot of things about myself. I wish I could say it was because I learned the art of self loving, but realistically, I was just blessed with the company of some awesome people. Namely, one particular person who was able to accept me regardless of what state I was in, and reassure me no matter what, I am beyond special. As Watsky says, "I don't care where you've been, how many miles, I still love you." 

You give me that kind of something, want it all the time need it everyday.

So instead of boring you with my thoughts and babbles, why not show you?

I've begun to immerse myself a lot more with nature, embracing the free good things in life and learning to understand things a bit more. I've come to learn that I thoroughly enjoy spending time out and about, it gives me a sense of freedom, and even though it's momentary, my problems and worries aren't that big of a deal compared to the rest of the world. It's soothing, friendly, and inviting.

I'll make sure to come back. I consistently tell myself how much I miss writing on here, but my laziness fails to comply. I really want to start v-logging. Quite excited that I'm starting my make-up course soon. It should be interesting to see how it goes. 

Well good night fellow buttercups, sleep well. I haven't been getting good sleeps in a while. I just can't figure out why... maybe it's time to clean my room, again.